Life, Work and everything else...

Well I havn't written or posted anything for a while. many apologies.
And today is deffinately a blah day. My grandma passed away on saturday and it takes me a while to just process what happened. Well today seemed to be the tip of the ice burg. I started a new job for Peace Country Health and wanted to be casual. Yes I told them that. So the lady gave me some of my shifts and I was happy with that. I said I would do a few 6-10 pm shifts so that my orientation would go alot faster. Anyways, today I called them to tell them I will need next weekend off for my grandmas funeral (she is being cremated) so it can be whenever tha family wants. Well our family chose next weekend! Oh well telling the office was like... well I'm angry right now so I will leave me choice words out, BUT wow they sure showed me there true colors. They are being very difficult and ornery and could care less about my grandma. Maybe I am exagerating but boy it was sure a ring around the rosy telling them that YES my grandma had passed away and YES it was next weekend and YES I did need the time off. Than the lady was telling me that she had booked me for all the days I wanted off. Well, that was the first I had heard of that. Let's just say I started crying and became emotional and now I cannot stop crying because my emotions have hit. And hard too.
Wow, sorry, I am sure many of you do not really care but I felt like I needed to write it down. Has anyone else ever been treated awful at work? Right now I deffinately feel alone and really upset. I even ended up calling them and telling them that I would not lie to them and that I had told them what shifts I had wanted and they need to stick to that or I would not be able to work for them. Ok, so that was one of the hardest things I would ever do in my entire life. I hate confrontation, and being assertive. Hurting people or making them mad is not something I enjoy doing!
So Jeremy, Celia and I are off to my grandmas funeral next week. We leave wednesday and come home monday. I have mixed feelings and was trying to control my emotion, but I deffinately messed that up, my emotion got the better of me, and here I am balling!!
Well I hope and pray you are all doing alot better than I am right now, God bless you all.

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Surgery

I had surgery on my armpit on monday. It has been quite sore but seems to be healing quite quickly. I had a lump under my arm that was quite large, so they removed it. The doctor believes it is not cancerous but sent it away for testing anyways. I am so glad to be rid of the stupid lump! It bothered me in the summers and when I was wearing t-shirts, because it protruded. Also when I was pregnant it got even bigger and when I was nursing Celia filled with milk as well. So I am just glad it is gone. Now I just have to wait for the cut to heal. It is actually quite large, and hopefully will not be a huge scar. But I would deffinately rather have a scar than a huge disgusting lump. So that is my story for the day. I was going to post a picture but decided that you all would be quite grossed out and probably did not want to see it!
Hope everyone else is doing well.
God bless.
Lindsay

Cowgirl Diva

I tried to make a slideshow, but for some reason it will not load up onto blogger anymore. Maybe because there are so many new things out there, blogger is old. Or maybe I just could not figure it out!! I joined facebook as well. But like the majority of bloggers that have joined it, I too like blogger alot better!!
Well anyways this is our little cowgirl. Well mommy dressed her up as one. Who knows what she will want to be when she grows up, but for this day, she was a cowgirl. And 'da darndest cutest one at 'dat. Sorry it has been a while since I bloggered but... no excuses but here is my latest one. It's too bad you all could not have seen the slide show I put together, it was very very cute and different. Oh well. Enjoy.